In these wilderness chapters, we become “a stiff-necked people,” challenging Moses & Aaron, and therefore God, at every turn; bemoaning the unknown road ahead. Countless times, our leaders ask God for strength to continue to lead, and countless times God threatens to wipe us out, only to have our leaders come about in our defense. It is a wild ride through the wilderness as we ping-pong back and forth between being secure in who we are and where we are headed, and downright terrified and indignant in our ignorance of the path ahead… How like life? The journey to a new place is always harder traversing than the known path. The road-less-travelled is the one full of fears and doubts and terrors, and yet in the immortal words of Robert Frost – taking that Road Less Travelled By makes all the difference; in becoming who we are, in facing our fears, and moving through the uknown into the wilds of deep discovery.
There’s nothing like the unknown to amplify fear; and there’s nothing like the wilderness to amplify the unknown. Our parsha this week, Sh’lach L’cha, features the famous story of the Israelite spies who ventured into the Promised Land to scout it out in advance of the rest of the wandering Israelites. It is a famous parsha for a few reasons: 1) it reinforces the image of the land being one “flowing with milk and honey,” with produce so large that it requires multiple people to carry one bunch of grapes, 2) it is also a land full of “giants” to whom the Israelites “seem like grasshoppers,” thus adding to the terror of it and 3) because two of the spies, Caleb and Joshua speak up in favor of entering the land – and they wind up being the only two of their generation who will survive to see the people enter in to it.
– Rabbi Callie Schulman